1 00:00:02,989 --> 00:00:05,872 ER 2 00:00:05,973 --> 00:00:07,355 Previously on ER... 3 00:00:07,356 --> 00:00:10,640 Gamma, if that is all you think of me, then you can keep your money. 4 00:00:10,641 --> 00:00:11,959 As you wish, John. 5 00:00:11,960 --> 00:00:12,960 Cancer's back. 6 00:00:12,961 --> 00:00:17,202 Your bone marrow failed to match the last two potential donors. 7 00:00:17,603 --> 00:00:19,622 I don't want any more chemo. 8 00:00:21,070 --> 00:00:23,757 - Gather all the charts and the tape. - The tape? 9 00:00:23,758 --> 00:00:25,966 We often tape laparoscopic procedures. 10 00:00:25,967 --> 00:00:29,066 Don't pull so hard with the Babcock. You'll tear the gastric artery. 11 00:00:29,067 --> 00:00:30,762 - I'm not pulling. - Oh, son of a bitch! 12 00:00:30,763 --> 00:00:33,008 - He's lost too much blood. Let's open. - We're losing him. 13 00:00:33,009 --> 00:00:34,678 Doctor, it's been three minutes. 14 00:00:34,679 --> 00:00:36,350 He's dying. Move! 15 00:00:37,273 --> 00:00:39,955 "Shades Of Gray" 16 00:00:44,821 --> 00:00:46,444 Cubs fan, huh? 17 00:00:46,655 --> 00:00:49,145 - Please don't touch that. - Right. I'm sorry. 18 00:00:51,324 --> 00:00:54,526 Before I make any decisions about your loan application... 19 00:00:54,743 --> 00:00:56,817 ...I have to clarify a few points. 20 00:00:56,994 --> 00:00:58,191 Yeah? 21 00:00:58,453 --> 00:01:02,947 You only included one tax return, 1996, listing your income... 22 00:01:03,163 --> 00:01:07,907 ...as a surgical resident with an annual salary of $28,000? 23 00:01:08,125 --> 00:01:09,998 Yeah. Before taxes. 24 00:01:10,710 --> 00:01:13,792 We'll need your other returns from previous years. 25 00:01:14,002 --> 00:01:16,706 There aren't any. Before that, I was a med student. 26 00:01:16,921 --> 00:01:17,999 No summer jobs? 27 00:01:18,338 --> 00:01:19,748 Well, I... 28 00:01:20,505 --> 00:01:23,790 - ... crewed in the Whitbread in 1990. - Where was that? 29 00:01:24,382 --> 00:01:26,919 Capetown. Fremantle. 30 00:01:27,134 --> 00:01:29,173 Capsized between Sydney and Auckland. 31 00:01:30,969 --> 00:01:32,344 It's a yacht race. 32 00:01:32,512 --> 00:01:34,338 And you earned? 33 00:01:35,305 --> 00:01:39,596 A few thousand. But after living expenses... 34 00:01:40,641 --> 00:01:42,264 I spent more than I made. 35 00:01:42,601 --> 00:01:46,845 You're a Resident in emergency medicine now. Is that correct? 36 00:01:47,352 --> 00:01:52,309 Yeah. When I shifted from surgery, I agreed to do so without pay. 37 00:01:53,398 --> 00:01:56,266 But I'm gonna ask for a paycheck next year, for sure. 38 00:01:56,482 --> 00:01:58,141 I would hope so. 39 00:01:59,401 --> 00:02:00,858 What about this trust fund? 40 00:02:01,026 --> 00:02:03,942 The holdings are in my grandfather's name... 41 00:02:04,153 --> 00:02:06,903 ...and I am no longer drawing funds from it. 42 00:02:07,112 --> 00:02:09,519 Would he be willing to cosign for your loan? 43 00:02:09,739 --> 00:02:13,521 I want my application to be judged on its own merits. 44 00:02:13,699 --> 00:02:16,236 - On its own merits, I must reject it. - Why? 45 00:02:16,451 --> 00:02:17,992 Either talk to your grandfather... 46 00:02:18,201 --> 00:02:22,528 ...or acquaint yourself with peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. 47 00:02:23,996 --> 00:02:26,782 - Peter? - Dr. Morgenstern. 48 00:02:28,124 --> 00:02:32,699 I looked over your report for the Morbidity and Mortality Conference. 49 00:02:32,917 --> 00:02:35,288 It was quite evenhanded. 50 00:02:35,502 --> 00:02:37,992 Well, I just charted what happened. 51 00:02:38,212 --> 00:02:41,544 Sometimes these things can become so "he said, she said. " 52 00:02:41,713 --> 00:02:43,835 - There's no need for that. - No, no. 53 00:02:44,507 --> 00:02:48,289 Lizzie and I did an aortobifemoral bypass in 2 hours, 20 minutes. 54 00:02:48,509 --> 00:02:50,501 Well, that's wonderful, Robert. 55 00:02:50,718 --> 00:02:54,050 Is M and M still on, or can I buy Lizzie a five-egg omelet? 56 00:02:54,220 --> 00:02:55,382 It's still on. 57 00:02:55,596 --> 00:02:58,216 Looks like you're not out of the hot seat yet. 58 00:02:58,430 --> 00:02:59,509 Will Anspaugh be there? 59 00:02:59,722 --> 00:03:03,801 No. He requested that I messenger the meeting notes over to his house. 60 00:03:04,017 --> 00:03:05,179 Is the funeral today? 61 00:03:05,392 --> 00:03:08,060 - Yeah. - I sent flowers from the department. 62 00:03:10,853 --> 00:03:13,769 Well, looks like a cruller and a Coke is all we have time for. 63 00:03:13,980 --> 00:03:15,625 My treat! 64 00:04:38,212 --> 00:04:41,958 Mark? I'm going to a surgical M and M. Can you cover for an hour? 65 00:04:42,130 --> 00:04:43,458 Sure, what's going on? 66 00:04:43,631 --> 00:04:45,124 It's the Swanson laparoscopy. 67 00:04:45,340 --> 00:04:46,668 Right. Peter's case. 68 00:04:46,882 --> 00:04:48,292 It's actually Dr. Morgenstern. 69 00:04:48,508 --> 00:04:52,005 Right. Have fun. I'll hold down the fort. 70 00:04:52,217 --> 00:04:53,296 I thought you said... 71 00:04:53,467 --> 00:04:54,795 - ... he's the best. - He is! 72 00:04:54,969 --> 00:04:56,841 He rolled my med school loan into... 73 00:04:57,052 --> 00:04:59,423 ...a Sallie Mae, Fannie Mae, Ellie Mae, whatever. 74 00:04:59,637 --> 00:05:03,004 All I know is I don't have to eat meals out of a can anymore. 75 00:05:03,222 --> 00:05:05,296 - Did you catch that Sox game? - Missed it. 76 00:05:05,514 --> 00:05:09,047 Center fielder, pop fly, catching a few z's. Pay up! 77 00:05:09,266 --> 00:05:10,889 I'm short right now. Can I get you? 78 00:05:11,100 --> 00:05:14,134 Sure. I know you're good for it. 79 00:05:14,476 --> 00:05:16,800 My aunt made a killing selling Tupperware. 80 00:05:17,019 --> 00:05:19,888 - Tupperware? - Those little plastic storage things- 81 00:05:20,103 --> 00:05:22,557 - I know what Tupperware is. - How about Amway? 82 00:05:22,771 --> 00:05:25,723 - You're really enjoying this. - Yeah, a little. 83 00:05:25,981 --> 00:05:28,386 - Heads up, doctors! - Carter, you're up. 84 00:05:29,148 --> 00:05:31,306 This day gets better and better, doesn't it? 85 00:05:31,482 --> 00:05:32,810 Grabarsky, who do you got? 86 00:05:33,025 --> 00:05:36,936 Mike Lembreaux. Doesn't know when to say when. Fell over a curb. 87 00:05:37,152 --> 00:05:39,854 A curb? Maybe we should have those removed. 88 00:05:40,069 --> 00:05:41,479 His wrist looks pretty bad. 89 00:05:41,653 --> 00:05:45,019 Well, from the smell of things, we can skip the pain medication. 90 00:05:45,321 --> 00:05:47,442 Let's check out that wrist, Mr. Lembreaux. 91 00:05:47,655 --> 00:05:50,986 I wanted to eulogize him somehow, but I... 92 00:05:52,824 --> 00:05:55,906 I never felt comfortable in his mother's church. 93 00:05:57,034 --> 00:06:00,033 So austere. 94 00:06:00,244 --> 00:06:03,491 No pomp and ceremony, just... 95 00:06:03,661 --> 00:06:05,700 ...silent judgment. 96 00:06:06,913 --> 00:06:09,616 I thought the silence was for contemplation. 97 00:06:10,664 --> 00:06:12,241 It's just... 98 00:06:12,498 --> 00:06:16,493 Well, you can imagine how her Quaker parents felt... 99 00:06:16,708 --> 00:06:19,791 ...when she brought home a West Point man. 100 00:06:22,127 --> 00:06:24,248 Well, you ended up getting married. 101 00:06:24,961 --> 00:06:26,123 Yeah. 102 00:06:27,504 --> 00:06:29,578 The hawk and the dove. 103 00:06:32,256 --> 00:06:33,879 Long time ago. 104 00:06:38,258 --> 00:06:39,668 Scotty... 105 00:06:40,258 --> 00:06:44,384 ...wanted you to have the stuff in this box. 106 00:06:48,429 --> 00:06:49,886 Green Day. 107 00:06:51,513 --> 00:06:54,181 I'm surprised he didn't burn a hole through this one. 108 00:06:58,807 --> 00:07:01,676 - What? - Soap Opera Digest. 109 00:07:03,685 --> 00:07:07,134 I knew he was getting those future plots from somewhere. 110 00:07:07,728 --> 00:07:10,431 The most important aspect of M and M... 111 00:07:10,645 --> 00:07:13,051 ...is not to linger on our missteps... 112 00:07:13,272 --> 00:07:16,224 ...but to analyze every case as a teaching tool. 113 00:07:17,689 --> 00:07:19,017 Dr. Benton. 114 00:07:28,569 --> 00:07:29,647 Thank you. 115 00:07:30,194 --> 00:07:32,103 - Gonna need a reduction. - An open reduction. 116 00:07:32,321 --> 00:07:37,228 - Internal fixation in the O.R. - Not so fast. You're not in surgery. 117 00:07:37,447 --> 00:07:40,020 I got my real ones knocked out in Joliet. 118 00:07:40,240 --> 00:07:42,694 He can't breathe! He can't breathe! 119 00:07:42,908 --> 00:07:45,860 - I'm showing him something. - Keep breathing on the nebulizer. 120 00:07:46,034 --> 00:07:48,702 - Leave this kid alone. - Get him out of here. 121 00:07:48,869 --> 00:07:51,654 - Put your teeth back in your mouth. - I can talk to anybody! 122 00:07:51,870 --> 00:07:53,032 Take deep breaths. 123 00:07:53,204 --> 00:07:55,159 Don't tell me what to do. Leave me alone! 124 00:07:58,080 --> 00:08:00,367 Guys, get the soft restraints! 125 00:08:00,539 --> 00:08:02,496 Leave me alone! Leave me alone! 126 00:08:02,708 --> 00:08:04,366 Stop it! Leave me alone! 127 00:08:05,333 --> 00:08:06,874 Please help him! 128 00:08:08,334 --> 00:08:11,203 You'll be fine. He's cyanotic! I'm gonna intubate him. 129 00:08:11,419 --> 00:08:13,078 - Check his right wrist. - I'm intubating. 130 00:08:13,253 --> 00:08:15,244 - Get me 40 of ketamine. - Forty of ketamine 131 00:08:15,837 --> 00:08:18,043 What are you doing bringing a psycho in here? 132 00:08:18,213 --> 00:08:21,461 - I didn't realize. - This boy is a critical asthma patient. 133 00:08:21,673 --> 00:08:23,878 Nobody cares about Pedes. 5.0 ETtube. 134 00:08:24,049 --> 00:08:26,834 - I'm really sorry. - Here we go. Give me suction. 135 00:08:27,050 --> 00:08:31,210 Morgenstern's attempt to control the hemorrhage by incision was futile. 136 00:08:31,426 --> 00:08:34,959 Bleeding obscured the operative field, but we were controlling it. 137 00:08:35,386 --> 00:08:38,006 - It was difficult. - What did you do next? 138 00:08:38,221 --> 00:08:39,630 Called for additional suction. 139 00:08:39,846 --> 00:08:42,715 Then you decided to change course and open the chest. 140 00:08:42,931 --> 00:08:44,388 Who made that incision? 141 00:08:47,683 --> 00:08:48,713 I did. 142 00:08:48,934 --> 00:08:51,055 Morgenstern allowed you to crack the chest? 143 00:08:51,226 --> 00:08:52,885 - Not exactly- - I didn't feel it- 144 00:08:53,102 --> 00:08:55,223 Gentlemen, one at a time. 145 00:08:55,894 --> 00:08:57,056 Dr. Benton? 146 00:09:00,354 --> 00:09:01,682 I took over the surgery. 147 00:09:01,897 --> 00:09:03,390 What do you mean, "take over"? 148 00:09:03,606 --> 00:09:07,388 In the heat of the moment, Dr. Benton became agitated. 149 00:09:07,607 --> 00:09:08,982 Dr. Benton? 150 00:09:11,066 --> 00:09:12,346 I pushed him aside. 151 00:09:12,567 --> 00:09:14,689 What was your justification for such an action? 152 00:09:14,902 --> 00:09:16,063 The man was bleeding out. 153 00:09:16,443 --> 00:09:19,478 The midline incision was adequate. It was the varices. 154 00:09:19,737 --> 00:09:22,227 No. He needed to be cracked immediately. 155 00:09:22,404 --> 00:09:24,894 And that justifies committing battery? 156 00:09:25,072 --> 00:09:27,229 The man was dying. Would you have stood there? 157 00:09:27,406 --> 00:09:29,363 I would have assisted the Attending. 158 00:09:29,574 --> 00:09:32,063 After three minutes of arterial bleeding... 159 00:09:32,242 --> 00:09:35,194 ...cross-clamping the aorta was the only alternative. 160 00:09:35,409 --> 00:09:37,365 No, Peter. I don't think it was. 161 00:09:37,577 --> 00:09:39,403 No, it was the only alternative! 162 00:09:39,577 --> 00:09:41,984 Gentlemen, it's best to adjourn... 163 00:09:42,162 --> 00:09:45,825 ...and convene a resident review at 12:30 to discuss it. 164 00:09:46,038 --> 00:09:47,496 I agree. Dr. Morgenstern? 165 00:09:47,748 --> 00:09:51,790 Yes. I think that would be for the best. 166 00:09:53,916 --> 00:09:55,244 What do we have here? 167 00:09:55,459 --> 00:09:58,576 A 28-year-old woman, 18 weeks pregnant, found unconscious. 168 00:09:58,752 --> 00:10:01,917 - GCS 11, multiple lacs, vitals stable. - Let's go! 169 00:10:02,128 --> 00:10:04,084 The Chicago Reproductive Center was bombed. 170 00:10:04,296 --> 00:10:05,576 The abortion clinic? 171 00:10:05,754 --> 00:10:09,915 They also do prenatal care. They're still pulling people from the rubble. 172 00:10:10,131 --> 00:10:11,672 Blowing up clinics. Bastards! 173 00:10:11,882 --> 00:10:14,667 - How many we got? - No idea. It's chaos down there. 174 00:10:14,883 --> 00:10:18,925 We got a 17-year-old, second trimester. Chest pain, shortness of breath. 175 00:10:19,259 --> 00:10:23,089 BP's real low, 80/50. Pulse 120. Resps 24. 176 00:10:23,261 --> 00:10:25,585 You're gonna be okay. You're at a hospital. 177 00:10:25,803 --> 00:10:26,918 - Donny? - I'm right here. 178 00:10:27,137 --> 00:10:29,260 - Her name? - Zoe Kearney. A wall fell on her. 179 00:10:29,472 --> 00:10:31,380 - How far along is she? - Six months. 180 00:10:31,556 --> 00:10:32,587 Clear Trauma 1! 181 00:10:32,807 --> 00:10:35,806 We can't release patient information over the phone. 182 00:10:36,016 --> 00:10:39,348 The hospital has no official comment at this time. 183 00:10:39,559 --> 00:10:43,222 It's the Trib. They want to know if any abortion docs died. 184 00:10:43,436 --> 00:10:46,185 They're "gynecologists. " We don't have any information. 185 00:10:46,395 --> 00:10:49,145 A vanload of protesters with minor injuries came in. 186 00:10:49,355 --> 00:10:51,761 Triage them. We're swamped with criticals. 187 00:10:52,022 --> 00:10:55,270 Something's wrong with my ears. No one is helping me. 188 00:10:55,441 --> 00:10:57,478 We're really busy, but someone will get to you as soon as they can. 189 00:10:57,691 --> 00:10:59,398 Please! I've been in a bombing. 190 00:10:59,609 --> 00:11:02,394 I know. We'll get you a room as soon as we can. 191 00:11:04,527 --> 00:11:05,855 Have somebody look at that. 192 00:11:06,070 --> 00:11:08,274 - What? - Your head. 193 00:11:08,446 --> 00:11:09,476 Thirty-two French. 194 00:11:09,654 --> 00:11:11,028 - Urine dip's negative. - Blood gas? 195 00:11:11,280 --> 00:11:15,986 PO289. PCO225. PH 7.29 on 10 liters. 196 00:11:16,199 --> 00:11:17,442 Borderline, but okay. 197 00:11:17,615 --> 00:11:18,943 Resps down to 27. 198 00:11:19,116 --> 00:11:22,483 Fetal heart rate 140. No contractions. Mom's 110/60. 199 00:11:22,701 --> 00:11:24,692 - Where's my boyfriend? - He's outside. 200 00:11:24,910 --> 00:11:25,940 Is he okay? 201 00:11:26,160 --> 00:11:28,116 - He's fine. Relax. - Still want the blood? 202 00:11:28,286 --> 00:11:30,906 Hang a unit of red cells. Get her to CT. 203 00:11:31,120 --> 00:11:33,788 - Come on, let's go. Got it? - Yeah. 204 00:11:33,997 --> 00:11:35,371 Send her blood to Radiology. 205 00:11:35,581 --> 00:11:37,287 - Where's she going? - Taking her to CT. 206 00:11:37,457 --> 00:11:39,578 - What's on the scope? - Sinus tach at 120. 207 00:11:39,791 --> 00:11:42,955 - Let OB know where we're going! - I'm right behind you, okay? 208 00:11:43,792 --> 00:11:45,913 Was she in for an abortion or prenatal care? 209 00:11:46,126 --> 00:11:49,328 She's 18, 19 weeks. Kind of late for an AB, don't you think? 210 00:11:49,544 --> 00:11:51,370 We've got fetal heart tones, 145. 211 00:11:51,587 --> 00:11:55,285 CBC, type and cross for four units, and cath a urine. 212 00:11:55,463 --> 00:11:58,628 Pulse ox 98. BP 90/70. Good cap refill. 213 00:11:59,131 --> 00:12:00,459 Also get a chest. 214 00:12:00,674 --> 00:12:03,543 Shield her abdomen and let's prep her for a pelvic. 215 00:12:03,758 --> 00:12:06,959 I've got her chart. Brianna Thomas, 18-week-pregnant nullip. 216 00:12:07,176 --> 00:12:10,377 - In for a suction extraction. - An abortion? 217 00:12:10,636 --> 00:12:12,627 Looks like they didn't finish. 218 00:12:13,303 --> 00:12:15,378 BP's dropped, 80/50. Pulse 110. 219 00:12:15,595 --> 00:12:17,801 She's hemorrhaging. Complete the AB. 220 00:12:18,013 --> 00:12:19,128 Grab a gyn tray. 221 00:12:19,639 --> 00:12:22,307 Grab a tray! We need to evacuate the uterus. 222 00:12:22,807 --> 00:12:25,972 - Now, doctor. - I can't. 223 00:12:28,142 --> 00:12:30,300 Speculum! Betadine! 224 00:12:30,643 --> 00:12:33,097 Set suction on high, and get me... 225 00:12:33,311 --> 00:12:35,267 ...a size 14 cannula. Let's go! 226 00:12:35,479 --> 00:12:39,869 - Second liter's in. - Hang a third and repeat a crit. 227 00:12:43,204 --> 00:12:45,198 Anna? Can I speak to you for a moment? 228 00:12:45,416 --> 00:12:46,661 Sure. 229 00:12:48,336 --> 00:12:50,960 - Kerry, you want some coffee? - No, thanks. 230 00:12:55,431 --> 00:12:57,472 What happened in that trauma today? 231 00:12:57,684 --> 00:13:00,640 - I'm sorry. I froze. - That can't happen. 232 00:13:00,856 --> 00:13:02,185 I couldn't complete the abortion. 233 00:13:02,400 --> 00:13:03,859 - Why not? - I don't know. 234 00:13:04,069 --> 00:13:07,072 The fetus was so far along and- 235 00:13:07,283 --> 00:13:09,905 What about Brianna Thomas? Your patient was hemorrhaging. 236 00:13:10,120 --> 00:13:12,530 I don't know. I didn't ex- 237 00:13:12,750 --> 00:13:14,542 The baby had a chance, you know? 238 00:13:14,753 --> 00:13:18,206 There are patients and procedures that we might find distasteful- 239 00:13:18,425 --> 00:13:22,425 Distasteful? Come on, Kerry, I'm not squeamish. It just felt wrong. 240 00:13:22,640 --> 00:13:26,510 We can't allow our feelings to dictate our standard of care. 241 00:13:26,687 --> 00:13:27,720 - I don't. - But you did. 242 00:13:27,940 --> 00:13:29,898 Your moral objection to abortion- 243 00:13:30,110 --> 00:13:31,735 I don't have a moral objection! 244 00:13:31,946 --> 00:13:34,485 Well, something happened in there today. 245 00:13:36,912 --> 00:13:38,906 I'm his son, Burke. He lives with me. 246 00:13:39,124 --> 00:13:40,666 How long has he been wetting the bed? 247 00:13:40,876 --> 00:13:43,499 Maybe two days. He smelled pretty bad. 248 00:13:43,714 --> 00:13:46,289 - He's had urine infections before. - Right. 249 00:13:46,510 --> 00:13:48,587 Temp's 102, and he looks dehydrated. 250 00:13:48,805 --> 00:13:51,725 We try to get him to eat or drink, but he won't. 251 00:13:51,935 --> 00:13:55,769 Let's start a line of normal saline. Give him a 500 cc bolus. 252 00:13:55,941 --> 00:13:58,516 CBC, Chem-20, blood cultures times two, urine CNS. 253 00:13:58,779 --> 00:13:59,811 You got it. 254 00:14:00,657 --> 00:14:02,567 I don't think that's necessary. 255 00:14:02,786 --> 00:14:05,029 Before, they just gave him antibiotics. 256 00:14:05,248 --> 00:14:06,909 We need to do a full evaluation. 257 00:14:07,668 --> 00:14:11,620 - If you're worried about being sued- - It's nothing to do with being sued. 258 00:14:11,841 --> 00:14:13,585 You'll poke him and prod him... 259 00:14:13,802 --> 00:14:17,255 ...and then thousands of dollars later, you'll give him antibiotics. 260 00:14:17,809 --> 00:14:20,301 Go have a seat while we work on your dad. 261 00:14:20,729 --> 00:14:21,976 Unbe-friggin-lievable! 262 00:14:22,191 --> 00:14:24,979 Grab a blood gas kit and show Mr. Newton to Chairs. 263 00:14:25,153 --> 00:14:26,564 I can show myself. 264 00:14:27,741 --> 00:14:28,820 He's a charmer. 265 00:14:29,619 --> 00:14:32,111 When's the last time anyone bathed this guy? 266 00:14:33,166 --> 00:14:36,583 From the looks of these bedsores, about the same time they turned him. 267 00:14:37,172 --> 00:14:39,415 So much for "honor thy father. " 268 00:14:39,676 --> 00:14:43,011 I don't understand your argument. The decision has been made. 269 00:14:43,223 --> 00:14:45,680 Dr. Benton allowed his emotions to get a little out of hand. 270 00:14:45,852 --> 00:14:47,513 Otherwise, he's a good resident. 271 00:14:47,689 --> 00:14:49,231 Who committed battery. 272 00:14:49,441 --> 00:14:52,646 Peter's a good surgeon. But you can't let this stand. 273 00:14:52,863 --> 00:14:55,533 Like you said, Dr. Weaver, the decision's been made. 274 00:14:55,742 --> 00:14:57,368 Unless you have a problem with it? 275 00:14:58,998 --> 00:15:00,077 No. 276 00:15:01,376 --> 00:15:04,165 Debra, would you ask Dr. Benton to come in, please? 277 00:15:17,609 --> 00:15:21,526 Dr. Benton, we have reviewed Dr. Swanson's chart and the autopsy. 278 00:15:21,741 --> 00:15:25,028 I thought the autopsy was inconclusive due to the state of the body. 279 00:15:25,246 --> 00:15:29,080 Regardless, this committee feels the matter warrants further investigation. 280 00:15:29,294 --> 00:15:33,246 I don't know what to say. Everything I saw and did is in this report. 281 00:15:33,468 --> 00:15:35,176 Chart aside, you pushed an Attending. 282 00:15:35,387 --> 00:15:37,927 You're out of the rotation pending a formal inquiry. 283 00:15:42,356 --> 00:15:43,388 You're suspending me? 284 00:15:43,609 --> 00:15:46,944 Until Dr. Anspaugh returns and there's a full investigation. 285 00:15:49,826 --> 00:15:51,736 When can I return to my job? 286 00:15:51,954 --> 00:15:53,532 We don't know yet. 287 00:15:54,291 --> 00:15:56,451 - And this is effective...? - Immediately. 288 00:16:07,436 --> 00:16:11,567 She threw three PVCs, unifocal, no R on T. Should I give her lidocaine? 289 00:16:11,777 --> 00:16:12,808 Three? No. Let's observe. 290 00:16:13,028 --> 00:16:16,031 Her chest tube stopped draining. 300 cc's. 291 00:16:16,242 --> 00:16:17,785 Resps are a little high at 26. 292 00:16:17,995 --> 00:16:21,366 Zoe, we looked at your CT. There's no evidence of organ damage. 293 00:16:21,584 --> 00:16:23,957 We still want to admit you for observation. 294 00:16:24,171 --> 00:16:25,750 - For how long? - We're not sure. 295 00:16:26,466 --> 00:16:27,926 It's kind of hard to breathe. 296 00:16:28,135 --> 00:16:30,011 - Pulse ox always 94? - No. It's down. 297 00:16:30,222 --> 00:16:32,132 I'm fine. What about the baby? 298 00:16:32,350 --> 00:16:36,350 You have fetal heart tones, which means that the baby is alive. 299 00:16:36,523 --> 00:16:38,018 As for kicking, you tell me. 300 00:16:38,568 --> 00:16:40,609 - We should name him Lucky, huh? - "Her. " 301 00:16:40,780 --> 00:16:43,154 - I have a feeling. - Do you want to see him or her? 302 00:16:43,368 --> 00:16:45,445 - We're gonna do an ultrasound. - Yeah, cool. 303 00:16:47,456 --> 00:16:48,489 Zoe, what's wrong? 304 00:16:48,667 --> 00:16:50,827 - BP's down to 60 palp. - Are you in pain? 305 00:16:51,046 --> 00:16:53,752 - Pulse ox 90! - She's bradying down! Let's go! 306 00:16:53,967 --> 00:16:55,628 Hang on. Step back! 307 00:16:55,887 --> 00:16:58,724 Pulse is 40. You gotta give us room to work here. 308 00:16:58,934 --> 00:17:00,179 Oh, no! No! 309 00:17:00,394 --> 00:17:01,723 - Pulmonary embolus? - Probably. 310 00:17:01,938 --> 00:17:04,893 - Repeat a gas,.5 atropine. - Damn! 311 00:17:05,067 --> 00:17:07,061 All right. Start CPR. 312 00:17:09,909 --> 00:17:11,403 This one is almost to the bone. 313 00:17:11,578 --> 00:17:15,079 I've seen all I need to see. I'll put this paperwork through. 314 00:17:15,250 --> 00:17:18,253 Hopefully, we'll get him into an extended care facility. 315 00:17:18,463 --> 00:17:21,086 - I'd appreciate it. - I just need you to sign this. 316 00:17:21,259 --> 00:17:23,384 I'll run it down to the courthouse. 317 00:17:23,596 --> 00:17:25,721 Thank you for taking care of this so quickly. 318 00:17:25,934 --> 00:17:30,265 I'd say it was my pleasure, but see how people treat their own parents? 319 00:17:30,482 --> 00:17:31,598 Yeah. 320 00:17:34,446 --> 00:17:37,533 Dr. Carter, what gives? I've been sitting here forever. 321 00:17:37,743 --> 00:17:40,781 Your father exhibited textbook signs of neglect. 322 00:17:40,957 --> 00:17:43,366 - That's crazy. - He hasn't been bathed for weeks. 323 00:17:43,585 --> 00:17:46,838 He's covered in feces. He's got bedsores to the bone. 324 00:17:47,091 --> 00:17:49,797 I've recommended that he be placed in an adult-care facility. 325 00:17:49,970 --> 00:17:52,048 You don't have any say. I have power of attorney. 326 00:17:52,266 --> 00:17:54,805 The hospital has claimed temporary guardianship. 327 00:17:54,979 --> 00:17:57,553 Really? Who'll pay? I handle the Medicare. 328 00:17:57,774 --> 00:18:01,726 His Medicare payments will be transferred to the facility he's in. 329 00:18:05,035 --> 00:18:07,112 Expect to hear from my lawyer. 330 00:18:07,790 --> 00:18:09,201 Look forward to it. 331 00:18:10,002 --> 00:18:12,328 It feels like there's something in there. 332 00:18:12,547 --> 00:18:15,004 With all that glass flying after the explosion... 333 00:18:15,176 --> 00:18:17,134 ...I didn't want to take a chance. 334 00:18:17,346 --> 00:18:19,221 No, you did the right thing. 335 00:18:20,183 --> 00:18:23,519 It's so sad. These extremists... 336 00:18:23,731 --> 00:18:26,769 ...blowing up buildings with people inside. 337 00:18:26,986 --> 00:18:30,238 It's pretty stupid if the idea is to save lives, huh? 338 00:18:30,450 --> 00:18:32,242 Exactly. 339 00:18:32,453 --> 00:18:35,574 I marched with Dr. King in the '60s. 340 00:18:35,791 --> 00:18:38,200 I thought the world would learn something from him. 341 00:18:38,379 --> 00:18:39,542 Yeah. 342 00:18:40,632 --> 00:18:43,172 Would you put your chin up here for me, please? 343 00:18:48,394 --> 00:18:52,061 Must be hard on you as a doctor, and of course a young woman... 344 00:18:52,234 --> 00:18:57,194 ...to know that for every life you save, they're taking one away in that clinic. 345 00:18:58,868 --> 00:19:00,827 I don't think about it like that. 346 00:19:01,498 --> 00:19:03,622 I don't think a lot of people do. 347 00:19:03,918 --> 00:19:06,589 It's like that old poem about the Nazis. 348 00:19:06,756 --> 00:19:09,427 You know. First they came for the Jews... 349 00:19:09,594 --> 00:19:12,762 ...then for whoever, and when they came to take me- 350 00:19:12,932 --> 00:19:15,507 Doctors who perform abortions aren't Nazis. 351 00:19:15,728 --> 00:19:17,104 Of course not. 352 00:19:17,314 --> 00:19:22,062 But if you sit around while they're taking the children, who's next? 353 00:19:24,283 --> 00:19:27,036 All right. I see something in there. 354 00:19:27,246 --> 00:19:29,287 I knew I wasn't crazy. 355 00:19:29,458 --> 00:19:30,953 Hold real still for me. 356 00:19:34,507 --> 00:19:36,216 I got it. 357 00:19:38,138 --> 00:19:40,048 Okay. You're all set. 358 00:19:42,436 --> 00:19:45,059 If you have any discomfort, you can take some ibuprofen. 359 00:19:45,274 --> 00:19:49,737 Use these drops four times a day. Come back tomorrow for a re-check. 360 00:19:49,948 --> 00:19:51,740 Thank you. 361 00:19:51,951 --> 00:19:53,576 This is some information on our group. 362 00:19:53,787 --> 00:19:56,362 We hold strategy meetings every Wednesday. 363 00:19:56,584 --> 00:19:58,494 - The address is on- - No, thanks. 364 00:19:58,669 --> 00:19:59,999 Okay. 365 00:20:00,839 --> 00:20:02,500 Oh, can't forget this. 366 00:20:03,484 --> 00:20:05,325 STOP ABORTIONIST GENOCIDE 367 00:20:10,271 --> 00:20:13,024 Hey, Miss Martinez! You forgot this. 368 00:20:14,527 --> 00:20:17,020 - I thought we felt the same. - No, we don't. 369 00:20:17,198 --> 00:20:18,824 You're not a peaceful protester. 370 00:20:19,035 --> 00:20:22,037 That sign is a call to arms. The bomber saw it, or one like it. 371 00:20:22,248 --> 00:20:25,868 It's reality. If it upsets you, then it's done its job. 372 00:20:26,087 --> 00:20:31,048 The only job it's done is to encourage violence. And, yes, that upsets me. 373 00:20:31,888 --> 00:20:35,424 She was okay before. She was fine. She was talking. 374 00:20:35,643 --> 00:20:39,513 She had a clot in her lung. It deprived her brain of oxygen. 375 00:20:39,733 --> 00:20:41,893 There's no way to predict it would happen. 376 00:20:42,070 --> 00:20:43,102 Are you sure? 377 00:20:43,322 --> 00:20:48,236 We're gonna do an EEG and a brain scan to confirm it. 378 00:20:48,497 --> 00:20:50,325 So she's in a coma? 379 00:20:51,585 --> 00:20:54,208 It's like a coma, yeah. Yes. 380 00:20:56,550 --> 00:20:57,750 People come out of comas. 381 00:20:57,970 --> 00:21:02,433 Not when the brain has been deprived of oxygen as long as Zoe's has, no. 382 00:21:06,650 --> 00:21:08,310 What about the baby? 383 00:21:11,449 --> 00:21:13,277 The baby appears to be fine. 384 00:21:14,954 --> 00:21:17,245 Can you save her? 385 00:21:17,459 --> 00:21:19,867 Probably. I think so, yeah. 386 00:21:20,964 --> 00:21:22,459 And it's a girl? 387 00:21:23,634 --> 00:21:24,798 Yes. 388 00:21:30,562 --> 00:21:32,472 You hear that, Zoe? 389 00:21:34,652 --> 00:21:36,147 You were right. 390 00:21:37,239 --> 00:21:38,651 It's a girl. 391 00:21:41,829 --> 00:21:44,322 - Wanted to talk to you before I left. - Aren't you on till 7? 392 00:21:44,542 --> 00:21:47,829 - No. I've been suspended. - You're not serious? 393 00:21:48,048 --> 00:21:50,884 - Yeah, well, I wish I wasn't. - We need help here, now! 394 00:21:51,093 --> 00:21:53,586 I'll call you later, okay? What have we got? 395 00:21:53,806 --> 00:21:57,758 She's my trainee. She got crushed underneath some unstable debris. 396 00:21:57,980 --> 00:22:00,851 - We took care of all the traumas. - People were trapped underneath. 397 00:22:01,026 --> 00:22:05,441 BP 60 palp. Pulse 150 and thready. IV's infiltrated, poor cap refill. 398 00:22:05,658 --> 00:22:07,818 - Dr. Corday? - Oh, my God! Allison! 399 00:22:08,036 --> 00:22:11,039 - Clear Trauma 1! EBL on scene? - Half a liter. 400 00:22:11,250 --> 00:22:13,042 Hope you didn't mess up my beautiful graft. 401 00:22:13,253 --> 00:22:15,875 - We need X-ray in here now. - Blood bank on their way. 402 00:22:17,301 --> 00:22:21,550 A 48-year-old custodian. Multiple lacs to the chest and back. 403 00:22:21,724 --> 00:22:23,884 BP's 70/30. Pulse thready at 144. 404 00:22:24,103 --> 00:22:25,384 Sir, are you with us? 405 00:22:25,605 --> 00:22:26,935 - Peter? - I'm on my way home. 406 00:22:27,150 --> 00:22:30,022 - Very funny. - I'm not joking. I've been suspended. 407 00:22:30,238 --> 00:22:32,362 Not by me you haven't. I need you! 408 00:22:34,703 --> 00:22:35,735 All right. 409 00:22:35,913 --> 00:22:40,176 Let's get 6 shooters O-neg. Call the trauma team, we're on our way. 410 00:22:40,594 --> 00:22:42,385 All right, let's roll him. 411 00:22:42,596 --> 00:22:44,674 Open pneumothorax. Let's tube him. 412 00:22:44,891 --> 00:22:46,600 Damn it. We got a pumper! 413 00:22:46,810 --> 00:22:49,267 - No pulse! - All right. Start CPR. 414 00:22:49,480 --> 00:22:51,105 We need to crack him. Thoracotomy tray. 415 00:22:51,316 --> 00:22:53,273 - Cricoid pressure? - Here's your 10 blade. 416 00:22:53,443 --> 00:22:55,436 A 7.5 ET tube. Let's go. 417 00:22:57,574 --> 00:22:59,233 - Suction. - There it is. 418 00:22:59,451 --> 00:23:01,942 Dramatic aortic dissection and rupture. 419 00:23:02,162 --> 00:23:03,822 I'm in! Hyperventilate him. 420 00:23:04,039 --> 00:23:05,154 Can you get the Satinsky in? 421 00:23:05,374 --> 00:23:07,783 No. I'm sticking my finger in. 422 00:23:07,961 --> 00:23:09,752 Don't let go. You stopped the bleeding. 423 00:23:10,630 --> 00:23:12,873 - I'm holding CPR. Carotid pulse? - Faint. 424 00:23:14,469 --> 00:23:16,461 Pump in more O-neg. Get him upstairs. 425 00:23:16,638 --> 00:23:19,260 Malik, you stay with us. Keep bagging him. 426 00:23:19,475 --> 00:23:22,310 Let's go, people! Go, go, go! 427 00:23:23,938 --> 00:23:25,481 Alert the bypass team. 428 00:23:25,649 --> 00:23:27,642 You set the pace. We're following you. 429 00:23:27,818 --> 00:23:30,523 Watch that IV. Call the O.R., tell them we're coming! 430 00:23:30,738 --> 00:23:32,233 Dr. Benton, I thought you understood- 431 00:23:32,449 --> 00:23:34,738 Not now. He's tamponing an aortic tear. 432 00:23:34,952 --> 00:23:37,739 - Don't jostle the gurney. - Carry on. 433 00:23:37,955 --> 00:23:40,281 All right, hit five. 434 00:23:40,500 --> 00:23:43,171 - We need four units O-neg. - What's up, Lizzie? 435 00:23:43,338 --> 00:23:45,663 Decreased breath, hyper-resonant, hemopneumo. 436 00:23:45,840 --> 00:23:47,299 I got the chest tube. 437 00:23:47,801 --> 00:23:49,130 Can we give her morphine? 438 00:23:49,344 --> 00:23:52,097 - Check the BP first. - It hurts! 439 00:23:52,306 --> 00:23:54,299 You've got rib fractures. Try not to talk. 440 00:23:54,517 --> 00:23:56,760 Where have I heard that before? 441 00:23:57,313 --> 00:23:58,558 Thora-Seal's filling. 442 00:23:58,772 --> 00:24:00,017 We need an abdominal CT. 443 00:24:00,232 --> 00:24:02,107 She's unstable. Do a peritoneal lavage. 444 00:24:02,318 --> 00:24:03,599 Type and cross for eight. 445 00:24:03,820 --> 00:24:06,656 Pulse ox is down, 90. Here's the O-neg. 446 00:24:06,949 --> 00:24:08,194 You want me to do it? 447 00:24:08,409 --> 00:24:10,698 No. You do it. 448 00:24:10,870 --> 00:24:12,199 Okay. 449 00:24:22,718 --> 00:24:23,917 Hey... 450 00:24:24,929 --> 00:24:27,884 Hi. I'm sorry to wake you up. 451 00:24:28,099 --> 00:24:29,725 I was just resting my eyes. 452 00:24:29,894 --> 00:24:34,058 I brought you juice and a sandwich. I figured you'd be hungry. 453 00:24:34,274 --> 00:24:35,519 Thanks. 454 00:24:36,610 --> 00:24:38,069 You feeling okay? 455 00:24:38,237 --> 00:24:42,282 Fine, considering. Were you my doctor? 456 00:24:42,492 --> 00:24:45,494 No. That was Dr. Weaver. 457 00:24:45,704 --> 00:24:47,828 Two docs, no waiting, huh? 458 00:24:49,208 --> 00:24:52,080 My boyfriend brought my clothes. I'll give you your bed back. 459 00:24:52,254 --> 00:24:55,255 - Are you feeling well enough to go? - Like I said, I'm fine. 460 00:24:55,425 --> 00:24:59,754 I'd just rather be at home. If you don't mind, I'm gonna get changed. 461 00:24:59,972 --> 00:25:02,095 Okay. Sure. 462 00:25:03,518 --> 00:25:04,680 Sorry. 463 00:25:08,106 --> 00:25:09,566 Doctor? 464 00:25:11,402 --> 00:25:14,108 Hi, Mr. Newton. How are you feeling? 465 00:25:14,281 --> 00:25:15,610 I'm tired. 466 00:25:15,783 --> 00:25:19,235 That's from the dehydration. Malnutrition, mostly. 467 00:25:19,454 --> 00:25:23,119 Where... Where's... Where's Burke? 468 00:25:23,291 --> 00:25:24,620 He left. 469 00:25:24,794 --> 00:25:28,543 He deals with the paperwork. 470 00:25:28,757 --> 00:25:30,797 Your son is no longer your guardian. 471 00:25:32,303 --> 00:25:34,759 For the time being, I am. 472 00:25:35,390 --> 00:25:37,964 Why? What? 473 00:25:38,144 --> 00:25:42,307 The elder abuse unit is filing paperwork to put you into a home. 474 00:25:43,608 --> 00:25:46,978 But I have a home. 475 00:25:47,321 --> 00:25:49,528 You have some very serious medical problems... 476 00:25:49,741 --> 00:25:53,786 ...resulting from what we believe is very serious neglect. 477 00:25:53,996 --> 00:25:56,748 I'm 86 years old. 478 00:25:57,709 --> 00:26:00,912 I've slept in the same bed... 479 00:26:01,838 --> 00:26:03,119 ...for 70 years now. 480 00:26:04,634 --> 00:26:06,591 I'm just trying to help you. 481 00:26:10,516 --> 00:26:15,060 I want to die in my own bed. 482 00:26:17,900 --> 00:26:19,442 You're not sterile. Go scrub. 483 00:26:19,652 --> 00:26:22,820 I'm not letting go. Get 10 units packed cells. Let's move. 484 00:26:23,031 --> 00:26:26,697 Okay, people, on my count. One, two, three. 485 00:26:26,911 --> 00:26:29,699 Move this gurney. Mark, help me roll him. 486 00:26:32,459 --> 00:26:33,490 Open the instrument tray. 487 00:26:33,669 --> 00:26:35,709 - No one's gloved and gowned. - Just do it. 488 00:26:35,880 --> 00:26:38,585 Get gloves, gowns, masks and caps in here now. 489 00:26:38,800 --> 00:26:41,553 - Okay, 10 blade. - Get him a mask. 490 00:26:41,720 --> 00:26:43,381 Tonsil sucker. 491 00:26:43,598 --> 00:26:46,718 All right. I'm gonna mobilize the aorta. Metz! 492 00:26:47,311 --> 00:26:50,228 - Let's move, let's move. Come on. - What's going on? 493 00:26:50,398 --> 00:26:52,556 Peter's got his hand on this man's aorta. 494 00:26:52,775 --> 00:26:55,232 Potts' clamp. I'll do a revised clamp-and-run. 495 00:26:57,448 --> 00:26:58,729 Got a second Potts? 496 00:27:00,576 --> 00:27:01,857 Stand by. 497 00:27:02,871 --> 00:27:04,531 Got it. Take your finger out now. 498 00:27:06,084 --> 00:27:08,835 - Set up the Bovie. - Pulse is stronger. 499 00:27:09,045 --> 00:27:11,085 Okay, let's go for a BP. 500 00:27:11,298 --> 00:27:13,337 3.0 Prolene on a vascular needle. Here we go. 501 00:27:13,550 --> 00:27:15,093 Suction, please. Somebody Hoover that. 502 00:27:15,303 --> 00:27:17,426 Systolic's up to 80. 503 00:27:17,597 --> 00:27:20,172 Terrific. Okay, we can take over now. 504 00:27:20,893 --> 00:27:22,518 Bovie, please. 505 00:27:26,274 --> 00:27:27,935 A 30, please. Keep them coming. 506 00:27:28,110 --> 00:27:32,987 Retractor and Bovie. Four-by-four and a sponge stick, please. 507 00:27:33,533 --> 00:27:34,731 Cut that. 508 00:27:34,952 --> 00:27:36,530 Good, good, good. 509 00:27:36,746 --> 00:27:41,124 A 30, keep them coming. It's looking very good, very good. 510 00:27:47,675 --> 00:27:51,259 - Oh, sweet Jesus! - There's gotta be another test. 511 00:27:51,848 --> 00:27:55,134 - My angel, sweetheart. - What's he doing here? 512 00:27:55,352 --> 00:27:57,724 - He was with her during the bombing. - I bet he was. 513 00:27:57,937 --> 00:28:00,263 - We were getting a checkup. - You killed my daughter. 514 00:28:00,482 --> 00:28:01,728 Proud of yourself? 515 00:28:02,652 --> 00:28:05,440 If she'd stayed with you, she would've killed herself. 516 00:28:05,656 --> 00:28:06,819 Calm down. 517 00:28:07,033 --> 00:28:09,784 He needs to get the hell out of my daughter's room. 518 00:28:09,994 --> 00:28:11,655 I love her. 519 00:28:12,414 --> 00:28:14,572 You guys treated her like crap. 520 00:28:14,792 --> 00:28:17,117 We're calling an OB consult. Come with me. 521 00:28:17,337 --> 00:28:20,837 Give them some time alone. All right? Come on. 522 00:28:21,008 --> 00:28:22,585 Here we go. Come on. 523 00:28:33,397 --> 00:28:35,521 She's been in asystole for 20 minutes. 524 00:28:35,734 --> 00:28:38,308 - Another 7 of epi. - You already had 10. 525 00:28:38,529 --> 00:28:41,199 - We got a response. - Two beats is not a response. 526 00:28:41,365 --> 00:28:44,700 - Start an epinephrine drip. - And a heart transplant too? 527 00:28:44,869 --> 00:28:48,785 Stop being such a prick. Get me two units of packed cells! 528 00:28:50,710 --> 00:28:53,546 - Dr. Weaver? - Yes. 529 00:28:53,756 --> 00:28:56,164 I wanted to say thanks for all you did. 530 00:28:56,926 --> 00:28:58,207 The abortion and all. 531 00:28:58,428 --> 00:29:00,052 Right. You're welcome. 532 00:29:00,389 --> 00:29:02,714 It's the most memorable one I ever got. 533 00:29:03,226 --> 00:29:05,682 - You've had others? - A few. 534 00:29:06,479 --> 00:29:08,556 I thought Earl would want this baby. 535 00:29:08,774 --> 00:29:12,108 Like he'd get serious about us, but he hit the roof. 536 00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:15,191 Our clinic can advise you on family planning. 537 00:29:15,407 --> 00:29:17,815 Earl doesn't like that stuff. Pills make me fat. 538 00:29:18,035 --> 00:29:21,155 There are preferable forms of birth control than abortion. 539 00:29:21,372 --> 00:29:22,832 Why are you being such a bitch? 540 00:29:23,292 --> 00:29:25,249 Because you're being irresponsible. 541 00:29:25,461 --> 00:29:27,750 More likely, it's because you don't get any yourself. 542 00:29:30,550 --> 00:29:31,831 It's a very difficult decision. 543 00:29:32,052 --> 00:29:34,460 Neither of which will bring Zoe back. 544 00:29:34,680 --> 00:29:37,884 It's true. But if the decision is to keep the baby... 545 00:29:38,101 --> 00:29:42,100 ...you have two options: The first is we perform an emergency C-section. 546 00:29:42,314 --> 00:29:46,729 We deliver a very premature baby, and we take Zoe off the respirator. 547 00:29:48,030 --> 00:29:50,948 The baby would have to go in an incubator, right? 548 00:29:51,117 --> 00:29:54,867 That's right. Probably months of intensive care. 549 00:29:55,622 --> 00:29:56,654 What's the other option? 550 00:29:56,874 --> 00:29:59,580 The other option is that we keep Zoe on life support... 551 00:29:59,795 --> 00:30:02,120 ...until we can deliver the baby full-term. 552 00:30:03,966 --> 00:30:05,544 And what do you recommend? 553 00:30:05,759 --> 00:30:07,800 I recommend the later delivery. 554 00:30:09,932 --> 00:30:12,684 You're suggesting that our daughter... 555 00:30:13,436 --> 00:30:15,928 ...be made into a human incubator. 556 00:30:16,148 --> 00:30:19,102 Even though she has no chance of recovery. 557 00:30:19,318 --> 00:30:20,813 It's the baby's best chance. 558 00:30:20,986 --> 00:30:25,649 I don't want to see Zoe left lying there like some kind of vessel. 559 00:30:26,952 --> 00:30:29,823 She wanted this baby more than anything in the world. 560 00:30:29,998 --> 00:30:32,156 You have no say in this matter. 561 00:30:32,334 --> 00:30:33,829 I'm the baby's father. 562 00:30:34,044 --> 00:30:37,046 I'm Zoe's father, and you and she are minors. 563 00:30:37,257 --> 00:30:39,333 The decision... 564 00:30:39,551 --> 00:30:41,009 ...is mine and her mother's. 565 00:30:41,679 --> 00:30:43,837 They can't do this, can they? 566 00:30:48,311 --> 00:30:50,434 I'm sorry it took us so long to get to you. 567 00:30:50,647 --> 00:30:53,400 I understand. I was just really freaked out. 568 00:30:53,610 --> 00:30:56,279 It's not every day the room you're in explodes. 569 00:30:56,488 --> 00:30:59,240 Understandable. Okay. You're all set. 570 00:30:59,450 --> 00:31:02,784 Keep it elevated and dry, and come back in two days for a re-check. 571 00:31:02,996 --> 00:31:04,159 - Okay? - Yeah. 572 00:31:04,372 --> 00:31:06,366 You left your insurance form blank. 573 00:31:06,584 --> 00:31:08,707 Yeah. I left my card at home. 574 00:31:08,920 --> 00:31:12,087 - Can you call someone to get it? - No, I'll pay cash. 575 00:31:12,299 --> 00:31:14,208 That's not necessary. Your insurance will cover this. 576 00:31:14,385 --> 00:31:15,880 No, I know. I just... 577 00:31:16,095 --> 00:31:19,465 ...don't want my husband to know I was at the clinic. 578 00:31:21,101 --> 00:31:24,886 I thought I was too old for this kind of thing to happen. 579 00:31:25,106 --> 00:31:28,273 Then I started to puke up corn flakes every morning. 580 00:31:28,485 --> 00:31:32,235 Now I have to find a new clinic. Preferably one that is not ticking. 581 00:31:32,449 --> 00:31:35,070 - You haven't had the abortion? - No. 582 00:31:35,577 --> 00:31:39,029 And if my husband finds out, he just won't have the heart. 583 00:31:39,249 --> 00:31:42,868 Our youngest daughter's in college. He put all four kids through college. 584 00:31:43,086 --> 00:31:45,542 He worked five years past his retirement... 585 00:31:45,756 --> 00:31:47,500 ...to be able to pay for it. 586 00:31:49,093 --> 00:31:51,217 I've never kept anything from him, but- 587 00:31:51,429 --> 00:31:53,257 What if you told him what you told me? 588 00:31:53,474 --> 00:31:55,384 I can't. I'd love to... 589 00:31:56,853 --> 00:31:58,265 ...but I can't. 590 00:31:59,773 --> 00:32:01,434 Anyway, what do I owe you? 591 00:32:01,609 --> 00:32:03,768 Don't worry. Bring your card tomorrow. 592 00:32:03,945 --> 00:32:06,816 I could leave a license or something as collateral. 593 00:32:07,032 --> 00:32:09,951 - It's all right. I trust you. - Thanks. 594 00:32:10,119 --> 00:32:12,243 If anybody asks... 595 00:32:13,248 --> 00:32:16,285 ...you can get a laceration like that from a dog bite. 596 00:32:21,132 --> 00:32:22,378 Have you seen Corday? 597 00:32:22,593 --> 00:32:24,550 She's still in O.R. 3 with Beaumont. 598 00:32:24,762 --> 00:32:25,960 Okay, thanks. 599 00:32:33,647 --> 00:32:35,226 She made it, huh? 600 00:32:37,152 --> 00:32:38,860 What's wrong? You okay? 601 00:32:39,696 --> 00:32:41,156 Yeah. 602 00:32:42,908 --> 00:32:44,617 It was scary. 603 00:32:46,121 --> 00:32:50,369 You can put them back together, but you can't keep them that way. 604 00:33:01,014 --> 00:33:05,344 Scotty always had such great school spirit. 605 00:33:06,354 --> 00:33:09,605 I think I can speak for the whole team when I say... 606 00:33:09,817 --> 00:33:11,893 ...we're really going to miss him. 607 00:33:19,745 --> 00:33:21,703 I was gonna sing a hymn. 608 00:33:22,541 --> 00:33:25,577 But as I'm sitting here, thinking of Scott... 609 00:33:26,045 --> 00:33:28,168 ...there's a song that he loved. 610 00:33:28,756 --> 00:33:31,212 And it'll always remind me of him. 611 00:34:02,339 --> 00:34:05,210 Zadro, I fancy seeing you on the surgical floor. 612 00:34:05,384 --> 00:34:08,551 I wanted to tell you, we appreciate what you did for Allison. 613 00:34:08,721 --> 00:34:10,132 She's a fighter. 614 00:34:10,349 --> 00:34:12,507 With a damn good guardian angel. 615 00:34:15,021 --> 00:34:16,052 Lizzie... 616 00:34:16,272 --> 00:34:20,650 ...I want to apologize for when I spoke during the Beaumont surgery. 617 00:34:20,861 --> 00:34:24,942 I know that she means a lot to you. I just hope you forgive me. 618 00:34:25,158 --> 00:34:28,907 Of course. It's been a crazy day for all of us. 619 00:34:29,080 --> 00:34:30,906 I get off in about an hour. 620 00:34:31,082 --> 00:34:34,416 Do you want to get a drink? Decompress? 621 00:34:35,045 --> 00:34:38,914 Look, I'm knackered. Any other day. Okay? 622 00:34:39,133 --> 00:34:41,969 I understand. If you change your mind, you have my number. 623 00:34:42,179 --> 00:34:43,508 Yes, I do. 624 00:34:48,603 --> 00:34:49,682 David? 625 00:34:51,273 --> 00:34:53,349 I forgot what this place was all about. 626 00:34:53,568 --> 00:34:56,771 The teamwork. The well-oiled machine. 627 00:34:56,988 --> 00:34:58,020 What? 628 00:35:00,492 --> 00:35:04,112 I've let this situation get completely out of hand. 629 00:35:05,749 --> 00:35:08,419 I told myself the varices were too friable. 630 00:35:08,627 --> 00:35:10,621 That my field was obscured. 631 00:35:10,838 --> 00:35:15,336 That I was protecting Dr. Swanson's dignity. I wasn't. 632 00:35:15,970 --> 00:35:17,879 I was covering my own ass. 633 00:35:19,683 --> 00:35:23,266 Look, if you make a mistake, that's all that it is. 634 00:35:23,479 --> 00:35:25,638 No. No. 635 00:35:25,815 --> 00:35:27,689 It's more than that. 636 00:35:27,901 --> 00:35:29,561 What are you watching? 637 00:35:32,156 --> 00:35:35,526 What am I not watching? That's the question. 638 00:35:37,662 --> 00:35:39,988 This is the tape of Swanson's laparoscopy. 639 00:35:40,207 --> 00:35:41,619 Where did you get it? 640 00:35:41,835 --> 00:35:45,370 I took it right after the surgery. 641 00:35:45,964 --> 00:35:48,337 I've been too chicken to look at it. 642 00:35:49,969 --> 00:35:53,635 I guess I thought we could avoid a confrontation. 643 00:35:53,849 --> 00:35:56,851 A resident can take a note in his file, right? 644 00:35:57,061 --> 00:35:59,850 Peter's got so much less to lose than- 645 00:36:02,944 --> 00:36:04,853 I can toss this right now. 646 00:36:05,029 --> 00:36:07,105 No one would be the wiser. 647 00:36:07,741 --> 00:36:10,992 You wouldn't have called me if that's what you were going to do. 648 00:36:32,563 --> 00:36:33,938 Jeanie? 649 00:36:34,732 --> 00:36:36,809 I wondered where you'd gotten to. 650 00:36:37,027 --> 00:36:40,111 I'm just sitting in here. It's very peaceful. 651 00:36:41,240 --> 00:36:43,565 Yes, it is. 652 00:36:45,036 --> 00:36:49,414 When Scotty was going through the worst of it... 653 00:36:50,084 --> 00:36:54,165 ...I went into his room. Found his journal. 654 00:36:56,092 --> 00:36:58,548 I know I shouldn't have looked at it... 655 00:36:59,762 --> 00:37:02,384 ...but I wanted to understand him... 656 00:37:03,392 --> 00:37:07,225 ...the way you and his mother seemed to. 657 00:37:07,439 --> 00:37:08,850 He loved you very much. 658 00:37:13,279 --> 00:37:16,945 He said, "Jeanie just gets it. 659 00:37:17,159 --> 00:37:22,117 I don't have to explain anything to her, because she already knows. " 660 00:37:24,293 --> 00:37:26,036 That's very sweet. 661 00:37:27,630 --> 00:37:30,631 He told me what he wanted to be when he grew up. 662 00:37:32,219 --> 00:37:35,303 Some kind of rock 'n' roll star, probably. 663 00:37:36,599 --> 00:37:38,391 He wanted to join the Army. 664 00:37:41,814 --> 00:37:43,095 He did? 665 00:37:57,499 --> 00:38:00,999 I paged OB. They'll send somebody to discuss your options. 666 00:38:01,170 --> 00:38:05,917 We've decided to keep the baby and wait until it's closer to term. 667 00:38:07,011 --> 00:38:09,050 Good, I'm glad. Donny will be glad too. 668 00:38:09,263 --> 00:38:12,016 This is no longer any of Donny's business. 669 00:38:13,936 --> 00:38:15,478 Give it a little more time. 670 00:38:15,688 --> 00:38:20,185 I've contacted our attorney. My wife and I are filing for sole custody. 671 00:38:21,612 --> 00:38:23,854 Is this to teach Donny a lesson? 672 00:38:24,365 --> 00:38:26,359 Nothing could teach him what he deserves. 673 00:38:26,576 --> 00:38:28,154 I've seen parents twice his age... 674 00:38:28,370 --> 00:38:30,778 ...who weren't responsible enough to seek care. 675 00:38:30,999 --> 00:38:34,618 Responsible? Getting a 16-year-old girl pregnant. 676 00:38:34,836 --> 00:38:36,794 Forcing her to leave home. Drop out of school- 677 00:38:37,006 --> 00:38:38,085 - Please, Miles. - No. 678 00:38:38,258 --> 00:38:42,006 - The doctor thinks he's an expert. - No, it's just- 679 00:38:43,179 --> 00:38:45,718 It's just what's best for the child. 680 00:38:45,891 --> 00:38:48,892 We let Donny into our lives once and he took our daughter away. 681 00:38:49,103 --> 00:38:51,512 He's not gonna take our granddaughter. 682 00:38:54,193 --> 00:38:56,482 - I don't want to go. - Everything will be fine. 683 00:38:56,696 --> 00:38:58,238 This is for the best. 684 00:38:58,406 --> 00:38:59,735 I'm not sure it is. 685 00:38:59,950 --> 00:39:02,904 You filed a legal report. You can't rescind that. 686 00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:04,913 I want to go home. I want to go home. 687 00:39:05,123 --> 00:39:06,997 If you won't listen to me, listen to him. 688 00:39:07,209 --> 00:39:10,911 Someone being abused can't always determine the best course of action. 689 00:39:11,089 --> 00:39:12,749 This isn't a hypothetical. 690 00:39:12,924 --> 00:39:15,961 This is an adult human being who's deciding to go home. 691 00:39:16,178 --> 00:39:18,752 Your report said he was non compos mentis. 692 00:39:18,932 --> 00:39:20,260 He was severely dehydrated. 693 00:39:20,434 --> 00:39:22,759 Once we ran fluids in him, he's become lucid. 694 00:39:22,978 --> 00:39:24,686 Mr. Newton, I know you're scared. 695 00:39:24,897 --> 00:39:28,148 But I'm scared about what's going to happen to you if you're not cared for. 696 00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:32,690 I'm fine. Dr. Carter, call Burke. He'll explain. 697 00:39:32,907 --> 00:39:35,280 Don't force me to get the police involved... 698 00:39:35,452 --> 00:39:38,786 ...and press charges against your son and daughter-in-law. 699 00:39:39,040 --> 00:39:40,071 Can she do that? 700 00:39:41,083 --> 00:39:44,287 - Please don't let her do that. - I'm sorry. 701 00:39:44,504 --> 00:39:46,129 Don't let her do that! 702 00:39:46,381 --> 00:39:48,422 - I'm sorry! - I want to go home! 703 00:39:50,637 --> 00:39:51,966 Kerry. 704 00:39:52,472 --> 00:39:53,717 Anna. 705 00:39:53,932 --> 00:39:56,850 What happened today, it threw me. It's been on my mind. 706 00:39:57,061 --> 00:39:59,635 - I wanted to talk to you about it. - Same here. 707 00:39:59,814 --> 00:40:03,765 I should have explained myself better instead of flying off the handle. 708 00:40:03,986 --> 00:40:06,524 - You were right. - No, just let me explain. 709 00:40:07,908 --> 00:40:12,570 I did some overseas work in Africa where abortion is illegal. 710 00:40:12,789 --> 00:40:17,333 And I saw 15-year-old girls in septic shock... 711 00:40:17,503 --> 00:40:19,661 ...from botched procedures. 712 00:40:19,881 --> 00:40:22,253 And there was nothing we could do. 713 00:40:22,467 --> 00:40:25,919 I've made it a priority to be the best doctor I can be... 714 00:40:26,139 --> 00:40:28,464 ...and to support all my patients' choices. 715 00:40:28,682 --> 00:40:31,305 If you had asked me when I got up this morning... 716 00:40:31,520 --> 00:40:33,227 ...I would've said the same thing. 717 00:40:33,438 --> 00:40:35,183 But in this case, she was so far along. 718 00:40:35,566 --> 00:40:38,354 What if another Brianna Thomas comes in? 719 00:40:40,697 --> 00:40:45,241 I'd love to be able to tell you that if the same case came in tomorrow... 720 00:40:45,453 --> 00:40:49,404 ...I'd do the procedure without a second thought, but I don't know. 721 00:40:56,883 --> 00:41:00,716 Peter, I'm glad I caught you. I was on my way to your apartment. 722 00:41:00,889 --> 00:41:04,092 I'm sorry about that surgery, but I already had my hand in there. 723 00:41:04,309 --> 00:41:05,888 No, you did the right thing. 724 00:41:06,103 --> 00:41:09,804 You were thinking on your feet. That's not what I want to talk about. 725 00:41:10,025 --> 00:41:14,238 I wanted to let you know that one of my last two acts as Chief of Surgery... 726 00:41:14,405 --> 00:41:16,232 ...is to rescind your suspension. 727 00:41:17,867 --> 00:41:19,065 What do you mean? 728 00:41:20,663 --> 00:41:24,032 That's Swanson's laparoscopy in full living color. 729 00:41:24,250 --> 00:41:26,160 The mistake wasn't yours. 730 00:41:26,378 --> 00:41:28,786 I cut the gastric artery. 731 00:41:29,257 --> 00:41:32,709 My last act as chief will be to resign. 732 00:41:35,764 --> 00:41:38,338 - It was just one incident. - No. 733 00:41:39,519 --> 00:41:43,813 When I saw you in that trauma today, the passion that you exhibited... 734 00:41:44,024 --> 00:41:46,646 ...it's been years since I felt that. 735 00:41:46,861 --> 00:41:50,729 It might have something to do with my heart attack. The pressure... 736 00:41:50,949 --> 00:41:54,319 ...of feeling that I just don't belong here anymore. 737 00:41:55,789 --> 00:41:58,459 What do you mean? You're a great surgeon. 738 00:41:59,126 --> 00:42:01,166 You taught me everything I know. 739 00:42:02,379 --> 00:42:05,631 I was a great surgeon. But what happened... 740 00:42:05,801 --> 00:42:07,758 ...what I allowed to happen... 741 00:42:07,970 --> 00:42:10,640 ...it just proves that I'm not a very great man. 742 00:42:10,807 --> 00:42:13,132 That's what I gotta work on. 743 00:42:18,858 --> 00:42:19,890 Here. 744 00:42:21,028 --> 00:42:23,354 - You smell that? - What's that? 745 00:42:23,572 --> 00:42:25,732 The smell of spring. 746 00:42:26,493 --> 00:42:29,660 All green, and full of possibility. 747 00:42:32,834 --> 00:42:35,407 Ramen Delight. You feeling suicidal? 748 00:42:35,629 --> 00:42:38,167 No, I'm just poor. 749 00:42:38,382 --> 00:42:40,291 John Truman Carter, poor? 750 00:42:40,510 --> 00:42:44,674 It's a long story. I've had a bit of a long week. 751 00:42:45,807 --> 00:42:49,853 I overdid it with a patient. Thought I was doing what was best. 752 00:42:50,021 --> 00:42:53,272 Better to overdo it and be wrong, than not do anything at all. 753 00:42:53,484 --> 00:42:54,813 I'll tell you what. 754 00:42:55,028 --> 00:42:58,812 Dump that liquid sodium and I'll buy you a burger and a beer. 755 00:42:59,032 --> 00:43:01,738 - I don't know. - Come on. It's not an option. 756 00:43:01,953 --> 00:43:03,446 - Hey, guys. - Hey, Jeanie. 757 00:43:03,662 --> 00:43:04,861 Is it still raining? 758 00:43:05,039 --> 00:43:08,040 It's not so bad. It's kind of nice, actually. 759 00:43:20,016 --> 00:43:21,047 Peter? 760 00:43:21,267 --> 00:43:23,509 I hope I'm not disturbing you. 761 00:43:24,397 --> 00:43:26,686 Come on in. I'll turn the music down. 762 00:43:37,204 --> 00:43:39,694 - Let me take that. - Oh... 763 00:43:39,915 --> 00:43:41,707 Here, look, you're soaking wet. 764 00:43:41,918 --> 00:43:43,709 Yeah. Cheap umbrella. 765 00:43:43,920 --> 00:43:46,590 What possessed you to come out in these elements? 766 00:43:47,048 --> 00:43:49,885 My day, my week, my life. 767 00:43:50,511 --> 00:43:53,928 I heard about Morgenstern. I'm really sorry. 768 00:43:58,896 --> 00:44:01,304 I lost my mentor today. 769 00:44:02,401 --> 00:44:04,109 And the hospital... 770 00:44:05,988 --> 00:44:07,898 ...they lost a great surgeon. 771 00:44:16,752 --> 00:44:19,077 You can be so close to somebody... 772 00:44:20,798 --> 00:44:22,708 ...and then they're gone. 773 00:44:23,468 --> 00:44:27,716 And you've never even told them that you- You know, how... 774 00:44:29,308 --> 00:44:30,684 What you- 775 00:44:31,394 --> 00:44:34,016 I'm sorry, I'm babbling. I'm not making sense.